The day that Nubi stole my virginity.

This was after I learned the dance for Spirit. I went with Christina, Eva and Monica.
Pineapple and plain yogurt. Mandarin oranges, strawberries, and rainbow mochi.
$0.39/oz. $3.67 total. So freakin' GEWD.

Rally preperation.

These are the things that I need:

• White T shirt
• Red fabric. Possible a ripped up T shirt. Thrift town? Goodwill?
• Red/White face paint
• Finish the float
• Learn the dance
• Indian head dress.
• Guest form for homecoming.
• Lowell wayfarers
• $20 for the dance
  

So I've been wanting a headdress since freshman year. Like REALLY REALLY bad. I'm going to make one eventually. I know I will, hopefully this week.

I rant.

*I may or may not be talking about the same thing from sentence to sentence.
That stupid fucking American Apparel Flea Market. WTF stop biting off of me. Ugh. I'm so fucking sick of choir. Why am I in the weaker group? Why? What the fuck. Why did I fail that chem test? Why am I not participating enough in classes? Why can't I just read my fucking book? Why can't I just understand angular and linear speed? Why can't I go out every weekend? Why can't people not talk to me when I'm trying to figure out my precal homework? Why can't I get my fucking pronouns test back? Why can't I fucking finish spirit committee hallways, float, backdrop and dance? Why did I even join Spirit Committee this year? Why can't she stop inviting herself to things? Why can't I see him more? Why is my voice so fucking muggy? Why can't I sing well. Why am I so fucking unsatisfied. I feel like I'm doing good but when I step back and look at the big picture, I'm seriously lacking. I don't understand why I can't just force myself to get things done. Instead I fucking wake up at 3 every other day to finish my homework when I slept at 12 from not wanting to do my homework. I keep forgetting to bring my shit to school or back home. I'm fucking losing my mind. I just need a break from school right now. When is this shit just going to end? Why is my room always so stuffy? It's not healthy. I need to clear my head. I need time to stop just for a day. I need to catch up and figure stuff out. I need to stop sleeping after I get home from school. I also need to stop watching UFC fights after I get home and falling asleep on the couch. I need to stop napping in general. When the fuck am I going to get my act together?

RockClimbing.

So on sunday, Hester invited me and 12 others to go rock climbing at Planet Granite in Crissy Field. I now know how to belay others and climb. I scaled up 4 full walls, the hardest being a 5.5 difficulty rating. There was a race against Nick and Hester was belaying me. She basically dropped me 15 feet and I slammed into the wall and I now have a bruise above my right elbow. However, I did win the race even though Nick beat me up (:

Hester's mom was amazing and bought us a lot of Costco pizza and made chicken drumsticks. When a bee started buzzing around the chicken, I lifted up the pan and the bee promptly followed. I got really freaked out and Hester's mom came to calm me down :D I could tell that Sheryl was jealous of me.

Later me and Eva went to Tuttimelon and were really gross since it was raining and we were sitting there singing Lady Gaga and Soulja Boy. We then caught the N and the 44 in the rain in the darkness of the night.

I got home and took a 10 minute cold shower to help alleviate muscle soreness. I have mixed reviews from myself on the effectiveness of this shower. My body didn't ache but my forearms and upper back sure-as-hell did.

So I was on the same 44 as my mom when I was sneaking out of the house.

I ain't bop no mo'

So I've realized how grown up I've become, clothing wise at least. I used to be obsessed with all over printed jackets, Wet Seal, and Against All Odds. I was so disgusting. My hair would have knockers in it and I'd go and buy those disgusting shaped plastic earrings. I'd fight my friends about who got to buy the apple print waist belt from Wet Seal and drool over multi-colored high-top sneakers. I was the definition of disgusting.

I looks so much better now. I wish I took picture of my outfits these past few days but I always end up changing into my pajamas before I remember to adjust my web cam to take low quality pictures of my clothing, lol.

Please don't call me a bopper!

Damn, we're 3 years apart again.

So it was my sister's 13th birthday today. And I tried to be funny and tell her it was Wednesday, but she knew what day it was lol.

So we went to CPK in support of the junior class. I'm brimming in saturated fat and sodium right now. We got the Four Cheese ravioli, Portabello mushroom Ravioli, Jamaican Jerk Chicken Pizza, Pesto Penne, and Asparagus Spinach Spaghettini.

It was all good.

Later we went to Icebee which is kinda expensive, 43 cents/oz! I tried to sample the yogurt with my hand so I wouldn't have to put it in my cup but my mom told me to stop! lol. We got mochi topping and caramel syrup. My favorite flavor was strawberry yogurt. Me likey the mochi!

Haight Thrift Shopping Trip

Eva, Shelly, Nick, Fian, Me.

AA long sleeve tee [$3.49 @ Haight Goodwill]
White lace shirt [$10.99 @ Haight Goodwill]
Black lace cardigan [$6.00 @ Haight Buffalo Exchange]