PLAYPLAYPLAY

Diego('s mom and sister) got me this shadow set. I basically ripped the paper off as soon as I got home and started playing with all the colors. I randomly just made looks with the more pigmented colors in the set.


-Glittery silver on inner corner
-Purple on middle of eyelid
-Plum on outter corner
-Plum and satin grey mix as liner
-Maybelline Full-n-Soft Mascara


-Glittery gold on inner corner
-Green in middle
-Navy on outter corners and as liner
-Maybelline Full-n-Soft Mascara

I drool for nail polish

I have always had a soft spot for colored fingernails. My first manicure was from my mom in the first grade. A sheer iridescent pink that I distinctly remember flaunting.

My first pedicure was only two weeks ago. A silver shade on all ten of my piggies from KT Nails on Polk. Definitely a good experience.

I now want 2 shades and a top coat which, for me, is reasonable.

Essie - Mint Candy Apple $7



















OPI - Russian Navy MATTE $7


























Essie - Matte About You Matte Finisher $10

Xmas wrap-up

Shadow Palette, Brush Set, Gold locket- Diego + Fam.

Silver locket & study guide- Claire @ secret santa

Mini geometric studs [I LOVE THE RECTANGLES] - Cousin
*fleece slippers and hoodie not shown

sunday shopping trip with tammy

here's a photo roll of my shopping trip with tammy,
or rather the entirety of my two purchases of the day (bolded).

floral shirt - wetseal $4
braided belt- coach via out of the closet, $2
jeans- F21 ~$20
bag- F21 $33
pink binder - five star via walgreens $3
pearl necklace- gift

WIW: what I wore.

hanging out with D in P-town and kiki's
*rocking some analagous colors
circle scarf: DIY
blue fleece: north face
vest: F21
jeans: F21
shoes and bag not shown**

thanksgivings dinner
cardigan: crossroads
tanktop: wet seal
skirt: tj maxxx
tights: chinese discount store
heels: bruno magli from thrift town


Nubi's with friends
**analogous colors again
shirt: F21 from out of the closet
jacket: nike
skirt: billabong
color wheel: DIY

SHOES LUST LIST FOR TAMMY

Shoe Lust List by Glenda Li featuring sanuk shoes

Fridayyyyys

So yesterday was battle of the sexes.

JEC sold nachos and made a small but impressive profit. Our more expensive counterpart, JPC had trouble selling off their disgusting eggettes until they lowered the price to the point where they lost money for ever cup sold. They ended up having like 20 left, good considering they started with 200.

Me & Diego went to Nubi's where some creep freshmen girls hit on him. HAHAHAHAHAH! He should given them his number or something, I would've died. "You have some boring ass plain yogurt while we have all these topping!" Bitches. Oh god, back off. HAHAHA

So Sally Eng won the free prom ticket. I kinda REALLY wanted it.

Im so sad that like no parents showed up for the play last night. My plan for getting a parent's ticket for stamping failed, tonight at least.

Afterwards, Kristy Antonio and Sheryl missed a 29 bus for me. :DDDD Diego said he was leaving but somehow magically appeared back on the 29 to Kristy's house. I appreciated that so much (:

On the bus K, A, S had already downed multiple cups of eggettes and they were going crazy. Not wanting to be left out, I quickly down a cup and started going crazy! It was the closest I've ever come to a drug high. Caffine at 8 at night with friends is suchhh an intoxicating thing. 5 minutes before we got off the bus, I started getting really nauseous and when we got off, Antonio and I started carrying the crate of eggettes and I started dry heaving while he struggled to hold his pee in. All the while, we were laughing and be so strange.

We got to Kristy's house finally and we all went to the bathroom, except Diego and Kristy. We watched some lightweight TV and played 21. I had two winning streaks, until Kristy took it all.

Me and Diego left Kristy's at 10:10PM and my parents gave Diego a ride home to pacifica. It was a fucking 38 minute drive. I got home and died to my bed. However, the eggette's caffine kept me up til 12:30AM even though I got home at 10:50.

Now, I am sitting in front of my computer while I should be getting ready to clean up a park for the club.

How do I love thee, let me count the ways

I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Did I ever know what I was doing? Everything is just slipping away right in front of me.

I cant fight it. I can beat this. I'm so so indecisive, Where am I going?

I don't know how I've come this far without self destructing. Everything I've worked for seems so irrelevant to how I feel.

How do I feel? I feel completely useless. I feel ultimately insignificant.

I question how I have even made people happy other than the usual conventional ways.

I guess that's what I'm known for. I guess you can't teach an old dog new tricks.

Im so sorry.

I've been so busy and overwhelmed. I will update soon. Hopefully...

The day that Nubi stole my virginity.

This was after I learned the dance for Spirit. I went with Christina, Eva and Monica.
Pineapple and plain yogurt. Mandarin oranges, strawberries, and rainbow mochi.
$0.39/oz. $3.67 total. So freakin' GEWD.

Rally preperation.

These are the things that I need:

• White T shirt
• Red fabric. Possible a ripped up T shirt. Thrift town? Goodwill?
• Red/White face paint
• Finish the float
• Learn the dance
• Indian head dress.
• Guest form for homecoming.
• Lowell wayfarers
• $20 for the dance
  

So I've been wanting a headdress since freshman year. Like REALLY REALLY bad. I'm going to make one eventually. I know I will, hopefully this week.

I rant.

*I may or may not be talking about the same thing from sentence to sentence.
That stupid fucking American Apparel Flea Market. WTF stop biting off of me. Ugh. I'm so fucking sick of choir. Why am I in the weaker group? Why? What the fuck. Why did I fail that chem test? Why am I not participating enough in classes? Why can't I just read my fucking book? Why can't I just understand angular and linear speed? Why can't I go out every weekend? Why can't people not talk to me when I'm trying to figure out my precal homework? Why can't I get my fucking pronouns test back? Why can't I fucking finish spirit committee hallways, float, backdrop and dance? Why did I even join Spirit Committee this year? Why can't she stop inviting herself to things? Why can't I see him more? Why is my voice so fucking muggy? Why can't I sing well. Why am I so fucking unsatisfied. I feel like I'm doing good but when I step back and look at the big picture, I'm seriously lacking. I don't understand why I can't just force myself to get things done. Instead I fucking wake up at 3 every other day to finish my homework when I slept at 12 from not wanting to do my homework. I keep forgetting to bring my shit to school or back home. I'm fucking losing my mind. I just need a break from school right now. When is this shit just going to end? Why is my room always so stuffy? It's not healthy. I need to clear my head. I need time to stop just for a day. I need to catch up and figure stuff out. I need to stop sleeping after I get home from school. I also need to stop watching UFC fights after I get home and falling asleep on the couch. I need to stop napping in general. When the fuck am I going to get my act together?

RockClimbing.

So on sunday, Hester invited me and 12 others to go rock climbing at Planet Granite in Crissy Field. I now know how to belay others and climb. I scaled up 4 full walls, the hardest being a 5.5 difficulty rating. There was a race against Nick and Hester was belaying me. She basically dropped me 15 feet and I slammed into the wall and I now have a bruise above my right elbow. However, I did win the race even though Nick beat me up (:

Hester's mom was amazing and bought us a lot of Costco pizza and made chicken drumsticks. When a bee started buzzing around the chicken, I lifted up the pan and the bee promptly followed. I got really freaked out and Hester's mom came to calm me down :D I could tell that Sheryl was jealous of me.

Later me and Eva went to Tuttimelon and were really gross since it was raining and we were sitting there singing Lady Gaga and Soulja Boy. We then caught the N and the 44 in the rain in the darkness of the night.

I got home and took a 10 minute cold shower to help alleviate muscle soreness. I have mixed reviews from myself on the effectiveness of this shower. My body didn't ache but my forearms and upper back sure-as-hell did.

So I was on the same 44 as my mom when I was sneaking out of the house.

I ain't bop no mo'

So I've realized how grown up I've become, clothing wise at least. I used to be obsessed with all over printed jackets, Wet Seal, and Against All Odds. I was so disgusting. My hair would have knockers in it and I'd go and buy those disgusting shaped plastic earrings. I'd fight my friends about who got to buy the apple print waist belt from Wet Seal and drool over multi-colored high-top sneakers. I was the definition of disgusting.

I looks so much better now. I wish I took picture of my outfits these past few days but I always end up changing into my pajamas before I remember to adjust my web cam to take low quality pictures of my clothing, lol.

Please don't call me a bopper!

Damn, we're 3 years apart again.

So it was my sister's 13th birthday today. And I tried to be funny and tell her it was Wednesday, but she knew what day it was lol.

So we went to CPK in support of the junior class. I'm brimming in saturated fat and sodium right now. We got the Four Cheese ravioli, Portabello mushroom Ravioli, Jamaican Jerk Chicken Pizza, Pesto Penne, and Asparagus Spinach Spaghettini.

It was all good.

Later we went to Icebee which is kinda expensive, 43 cents/oz! I tried to sample the yogurt with my hand so I wouldn't have to put it in my cup but my mom told me to stop! lol. We got mochi topping and caramel syrup. My favorite flavor was strawberry yogurt. Me likey the mochi!

Haight Thrift Shopping Trip

Eva, Shelly, Nick, Fian, Me.

AA long sleeve tee [$3.49 @ Haight Goodwill]
White lace shirt [$10.99 @ Haight Goodwill]
Black lace cardigan [$6.00 @ Haight Buffalo Exchange]

My first Tuttimelon,

So I had my first Tuttimelon today with Nick, Monica, Eva, Shelly, Fian, and Kristy.

I got the mango one because it was $0.99 and I liked it so much I got a second one with Kristy. Now, I have a fatty stomach ache, I feel lethargic and I have 2 tests to study for.*

I'm so fucked!


*Notice that parallelism? :D

This whole week basically.

Shopping List

• Graphing Calculator
• Grey &/or White Cardigan
• Menswear style heels
• black wedges
• Staple flats, another pair
• vintage/interesting rings

Let's go gettem'!

Me like/want/need!

Outfit Post

Thrift town shoes
Goodwill bag
F21 jeans
American apparel T-Shirt
National Parks Conservancy Fleece Jacket
Wet Seal sunglasses

What I wore to shopping and Santa Cruz...for two days straight basically.
Yeah, I'm gross.

Guest appearance from Kristy Leung!

First picture is me trying to be Rachel Xiao
3rd picture is me trying to be Christina Won.