Weekenders.

I suck. Really.

Thursday PE Extravaganza.
Sol: Did you see that paper? Check it.
*I dont check it
S: Was that someone in our class? they didn't dress.
G/Me: I don't know! I don't know who is in our class.
S: are we late? I dont see anyone. Is it inclimate weather?
G: I dont know, maybe, we can get dressed anyways, so whatever.
* Tiffany shows up.
Tiffany: Are we at the tennis courts?
G: I guess. Vamoss!!!
* no one is there. We go iside to check the schedule for inclimate weather.

blah blah blah we go to EVERYYYYY 11/12 PE class. no REALLY. all of them, west gym, east gym, dance studio, outside, weight room. EVERYTHING.

we finally get to room 21. UGH
Mr. Knox: How'd you ladies enjoy the dance studio?
FUCK OFF!

Sol's ankle starts bleeding so I run to the wellness center in my fucking gym clothes to get her a band aid. and Nurse Rainey has the fucking door closed so all access to bandaids is denied.

I go back and Sol and Tiffany are gone, as well as Mr. Knox. Luisa informs me that S & T went to change. So i run back to the locker room making sure I dont see Mr. Knox again. I go inside and my lovely period starts. Some random girl gave me a pad. When I went home, I realized I already had one in my bag. UGH

FUCK FRESHMEN. GET YOUR OWN FUCKING TABLE! CLEAN UP YOUR SHIT! I HOPE YOU DON'T LEAVE YOUR ASS THAT DIRTY, TOO! BITCH!

Kristy's big 16 [inch]
My mom doesn't cook cats & Hester nun jokes all about.
Lots of waiting for the 38. Good cookie cake from Nina and some nice presents all around. Gossipping and shit too (:
Fion's a AA model f@$h0 h0e!

C. New Years.
$260. I haven't gotten all my money yet. Or have I...?

Smoke.

I did none of the things I thought I would. But still had a good day yesterday. Pedalled, found a loaf of bread, and ALMOST kidnapped a kid who said hi to me.

At the bonfire, I was kinda mad cuz certain people NEVERRRR helped with the fire. I went home smelling like smoke and with a massive headache from tending the fire the whole time with Renn. Renn is a damn good fire starter.

I hate fighting.

Baby.

My hair is hella crazy.
I need:
a) a herrrcut
b) some detangling spray! <-- hook me up! I need to hit up target or something.
My hair is going crazy!

I want to get my ears pierced again. 2 cartilage on mt right ear. Upper ear and mid. ear.
If I leave home for college, I'm getting some small San Francisco themed tattoo behind my ear.
In the mean time, I'll get some tan-toos with Monica's name on it (:

I made Shelly this crazy ass bracelet today cuz I wanted to test out my bracelet making skills.
Next I will try the alphabet. I kinda wanna try now (:

I feel I haven't been hanging out with people recently. Like Nick, Monica, Viana, Claire, etc.
It's just kinda weird to drift apart.
Like when you see your best friends in the hall, you act disgusted and laugh. But now, they're nice. It's weird. I miss the who-the-fuck-stepped-on-dog-shit? look on your face when I walk by you.

I have yet to make Kristina those cupcakes. And I have yet to catch up on my APW game. And that Okita profile too.
Tomorrow, after I go boating with Sol, Tammy, and Kristy at Stow Lake, PROMISE!
**Actually, I'll get the stuff for Kristina's cupcakes. I'll make them on Tuesday.

I saw this animal pancake mold online. I want it!

Virus Be-gone.

So I've finally fixed my computer, hopefully for good.

You guys blog hella too much, I'm 3 days late on my blogging game and I got 2 hours of reading to catch up on! This is starting to feel like APworld, which I'm gonna hella be on top of from now on, like really.

I kinda want to make Kristina some carrot cake cupcakes with cream cheese frosting.

I will make an Okita profile one day, promise.

I will also clean my room. And Keep it clean.

I have had a lot of stories over these past few days, but I'm not really up for the typing.

Off to my readings.

Ready for the Summertime.

Today was hot. It was nice.

Arena, got what i wanted except one class.
Watched some Law & Order.

NEED TO CONTACT KRISTINA!

augh I'm so annoying.

The Horrors That Haunt Me at Night

** Excuse my ambiguity. I don't want to be specific about this. It's probably not what youre thinking.

For some reason, I keep playing awful scenarios in my head at night, or when I wake up. Especially over the weekends, when I have all the time in the world to imagine awful situatations.

I'm not talking about like failing classes or anything, it's things that are more personal and I know that would hurt me soo badly emotionally if it ever happened. I don't believe these things will happen, but it could. Everytime I replay it in me head, my chest throbs and I feel naseous.

I spend time making sure that I'm doing as much as I can to prevent some of these things from happening, but I'm just a kid. I don't think about my actions, and everytime I do something that could possibily bring me closer to the event I'm thinking about, it just makes me cringe.

Naps

I fell asleep watching NCIS, which I'm not too fond about. I feel really tired and groggy. You know hoe your face feels weird when it has those eye boogers? that's like my whole body's feelings.

Im planning my schedules and I want to take classes with certain people who aren't online so we can't coodrinate classes.

Sign on guys. I want classes with you guys.

Last Minute

Today was bearable. The first day of the new year at school. I have what Monica would call residual homework still that I need to do.

Here are the classes that im stressin' over:
Geo. Missing shit.
AP World. Missing shit, haven't read all semester.
English. Missing lots of stamps and work.
Spanish. ANOTHER final tomorrow. another on friday.
Chem. projects!!

Arena. Fuck arena. I just want good grades.
Finals. We stress and shit, but it's just multiple choice. Unless I/you/we have some non-MC final, I don't see why we're stressing so much more than we should.

DAY 1
3/4/5: APW- MC about the last 8 chapters. Or is it the whole semester?
13/14/15: Lunch
16/17/18: Spanish. We should be done with out finals by then, so idk.

DAY 2
6/7/8: Choir- No class final
8/9/10: PE- 10 question soccer test. weak shit.
11/12/13: English. I have no clue. I'm guessing book report/journalism type shit.

DAY 3
1/2/3: Geo: Dept. final + written proofs. Hopefully some other geo h kids will help me. I love you guys.
18/19/20. Chem. MC, but i dont know any formulas. I am amazing. Again, HELP ME!

Off to my homework.
I update to please Tammy, who meticulously updates her blog.
I wouldn't dare disappoint Tammy and pull a Nicolas[notupdateblogfor3monthsahem]

How Deep is Your Love?

I'm listening to it. By "The Bird and the Bee"

I made 3 friendship bracelets today, crazy!
I made chicken, I let it go cold though ): stupid me.

I did a little bit of spanish, I'm SOO not ready for that test on monday.

I'm excited for the soccer tournament in PE. I'm on Tammy's team, YEEEEEEE.

EDIT:
My dad popped that security tag off my shirt.
I have no clue how, but those youtube videos didn't help at all.
Well atleast now i have a shirt/jacket i can wear(: