WIW: what I wore.

hanging out with D in P-town and kiki's
*rocking some analagous colors
circle scarf: DIY
blue fleece: north face
vest: F21
jeans: F21
shoes and bag not shown**

thanksgivings dinner
cardigan: crossroads
tanktop: wet seal
skirt: tj maxxx
tights: chinese discount store
heels: bruno magli from thrift town


Nubi's with friends
**analogous colors again
shirt: F21 from out of the closet
jacket: nike
skirt: billabong
color wheel: DIY

SHOES LUST LIST FOR TAMMY

Shoe Lust List by Glenda Li featuring sanuk shoes

Fridayyyyys

So yesterday was battle of the sexes.

JEC sold nachos and made a small but impressive profit. Our more expensive counterpart, JPC had trouble selling off their disgusting eggettes until they lowered the price to the point where they lost money for ever cup sold. They ended up having like 20 left, good considering they started with 200.

Me & Diego went to Nubi's where some creep freshmen girls hit on him. HAHAHAHAHAH! He should given them his number or something, I would've died. "You have some boring ass plain yogurt while we have all these topping!" Bitches. Oh god, back off. HAHAHA

So Sally Eng won the free prom ticket. I kinda REALLY wanted it.

Im so sad that like no parents showed up for the play last night. My plan for getting a parent's ticket for stamping failed, tonight at least.

Afterwards, Kristy Antonio and Sheryl missed a 29 bus for me. :DDDD Diego said he was leaving but somehow magically appeared back on the 29 to Kristy's house. I appreciated that so much (:

On the bus K, A, S had already downed multiple cups of eggettes and they were going crazy. Not wanting to be left out, I quickly down a cup and started going crazy! It was the closest I've ever come to a drug high. Caffine at 8 at night with friends is suchhh an intoxicating thing. 5 minutes before we got off the bus, I started getting really nauseous and when we got off, Antonio and I started carrying the crate of eggettes and I started dry heaving while he struggled to hold his pee in. All the while, we were laughing and be so strange.

We got to Kristy's house finally and we all went to the bathroom, except Diego and Kristy. We watched some lightweight TV and played 21. I had two winning streaks, until Kristy took it all.

Me and Diego left Kristy's at 10:10PM and my parents gave Diego a ride home to pacifica. It was a fucking 38 minute drive. I got home and died to my bed. However, the eggette's caffine kept me up til 12:30AM even though I got home at 10:50.

Now, I am sitting in front of my computer while I should be getting ready to clean up a park for the club.

How do I love thee, let me count the ways

I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Did I ever know what I was doing? Everything is just slipping away right in front of me.

I cant fight it. I can beat this. I'm so so indecisive, Where am I going?

I don't know how I've come this far without self destructing. Everything I've worked for seems so irrelevant to how I feel.

How do I feel? I feel completely useless. I feel ultimately insignificant.

I question how I have even made people happy other than the usual conventional ways.

I guess that's what I'm known for. I guess you can't teach an old dog new tricks.