How do I love thee, let me count the ways

I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Did I ever know what I was doing? Everything is just slipping away right in front of me.

I cant fight it. I can beat this. I'm so so indecisive, Where am I going?

I don't know how I've come this far without self destructing. Everything I've worked for seems so irrelevant to how I feel.

How do I feel? I feel completely useless. I feel ultimately insignificant.

I question how I have even made people happy other than the usual conventional ways.

I guess that's what I'm known for. I guess you can't teach an old dog new tricks.